Sabtu, 23 Mei 2009

GEISHA


GEISHA

Aku begitu takjub dengan kehidupan mereka

Mereka, para geisha

Hidup dengan perjuangan mencari uang dengan mempelajari budaya tradisional Jepang yang rumit

Lalu mempraktekannya di depan laki-laki asing yang belum mereka kenal sama sekali

Aku tidak peduli dengan pendapat-pendapat miring yang dilontarkan untuk geisha-geisha itu

Bahwa mereka sebenarnya adalah pelacur, pelacur terhormat

Aku tidak peduli dengan semua itu

Kenyataannya adalah,

Mereka terdidik oleh kebuadayaan asli Jepang yang bermartabat tinggi

Make up putih tebal yang menutupi wajah mereka seolah memancarkan aura misterius

Aku tidak tahu apa itu

Pakaian kimono mereka yang berlapis-lapis seolah membentengi mereka dari tangan-tangan jahil milik pria-pria yang sehari-harinya membayar mereka

Dan tingkah laku yang memenuhi aturan seolah mengatakan kepada dunia bahwa mereka adalah wanita-wanita yang mempunyai harga diri

Aku begitu tersentuh dengan nasib geisha Jepang bernama Sayuri setelah membaca novel Memoirs of Geisha karya Arthur Golden

Karya itu menyuguhkan sebuah gambaran realistis tentang kehidupan nyata seorang geisha

Bukan dilihat dari sudut pandang orang lain, melainkan dari sudut pandang si Geisha itu sendiri

Kamis, 14 Mei 2009


.Hei.
.Kenapa Daniel itu tampan sekali. Ea.
.I Love You!

Senin, 11 Mei 2009

Blank!

.Kenapa di blogku tidak ada apa-apanya. Ya?
.Kok jadi gini.
.Aku sebenarnya pengin ngasih beberapa gambar-gambar lucu.
.Tapi kok nggak bisa. Ya?
.Aduh.
.Kok gaptek sih?
.Wah.
.Harus mbeguru ke Ichii dulu. Nih.
.Yo.
.Kita terbang.
.Wuzz.
.Nguiing.
.Brak.
.Bruk.
.Tok. Tok. Tok.
.Maaf. Tuan Toma.
.Ichiinya ada?

Gak Tau!

.Hei.
.Kok semuanya tentang cinta, cinta, dan cinta. Ya?
.Ada apa denganmu. Anggi?
.Aduh. Jadi pusing!
.Apakah dia telah meracuni otakmu?
.Apakah dia lebih beracun daripada semua kata-kata kejam yang dilontarkan be_ye_el untuk membantaimu?
.Aku pusing?
.I dunno when it started.
.When I do everything in my life with mentioning his name in my heart?
.Oh. No!
.What happened to me?

the Tenth

Love,

Is a sincerity examination for me

For waiting a liquidity of your heart

To be separated from it

If you’re willing

If you’re able


This love’s sacred and immortal

‘though it’s not as perfect as you


I’ll wait for you

‘till the end of time

For my love

For you

Only you,

My heart admiration!






March 21st, 2009

Indra

the Ninth

The success of every dreamers, aren’t the success with the hard and empty heart

But everything is the success with love in her heart

Although just she that knows how difficult it is


A genius is nothing without love in his heart





Feb 21st, ‘09

My closest friend

the Eight

Hey, listen to me

Can’t anyone listen my voice?

I am placed in your heart

I am placed in your head

I am placed in all of your body’s parts


I’m in here

Waiting for you

Waiting for your action

Waiting for your action to find my soulmate


Because as all of you know

We don’t live alone in this world

Includes me


So, I tell you, human

Find it quickly

Or I’ll kill you

the Eight

Hey, listen to me

Can’t anyone listen my voice?

I am placed in your heart

I am placed in your head

I am placed in all of your body’s parts


I’m in here

Waiting for you

Waiting for your action

Waiting for your action to find my soulmate


Because as all of you know

We don’t live alone in this world

Includes me


So, I tell you, human

Find it quickly

Or I’ll kill you

the Seventh

When you love him

When you do everything for him

Without hope anything

When you accept his mistakes because they’re parts of his personalities

When you’re willing to sacrifice giving your heart, your life, even your death

When you’re torn when he’s sad and you’re proud when he’s happy

When you cry for his sadness although he’s stiff enough to face it

When he’s interested in other person but you’re still loyal to him

When you’re willing to loose him and smile because his happiness isn’t with you

It’s the true love






Feb 22nd, ‘09

My beloved little brother

the Sixth

I … don’t like most of people

Who have bravery to give expression their heart


I … don’t like most of people

Who have bravery to chase after and look at person who they like


I … don’t like most of people

Who can say ‘I love you’ more than ten times a day


I … don’t like most of people

Which can easily admit to other people and to their self that I’m, yeah … fallin’ in love


I’m made confused by myself

Formerly I became a hypocrite person

Now I become a person who is easy to give up

So in future, what will I became?


Until now I’m still difficult to admit my heart

He’s become other’s own

He’s clarified his feeling to other girl

He’s been with other girl


So, what do actually I hope?

Passing in front of him

Trying to get his attention

Daring myself to look at him although from far distances

I know it’s stupid and ridiculous

I know that …

But, if don’t meet, how do if I miss him?

I like such a very disgusting badger girl


But …

I like him today

And I hope, for forever


the Fifth

God isn’t bad, but I’ve done wrong my own self

God’s is fair, but I’ve been unfair to my own self

God’s isn’t ass, but I’ve made an ass of my own self

Then …,

Who can I be mistaken because it’s caused me suffering?


Very close the answer with me

It’s me!

Me!


I’ve bedeviled my own self

the Fourth

I think, although he doesn’t like me, I’ll keep to like him

Because my love is an unconditional love

I’m willing to not posses him so long as he’s happy

I’ll keep loving him, now … and forever

the Third

Love likes plants

It needs to be fertilized, to be watered, and to be cared

Love without heart-touching likes plants without hand-touching

No love which is proper to be regretted

No love which isn’t proper to be struggled

The love, doesn’t like water

Which flows following the currents

The love …, likes what?

No one can answer

Its power can support, please, or defeat then strike hard to us strongly

But, we’re also have to think we’re strong

In this life, we must defeat love if we don’t want to be hurt


So, never give up in love

And get your love!


Let’s fight!

the Second

There’s oppressing feeling in my heart

When remembering he doesn’t remember me

There’s spragging in my heart

When thinking he doesn’t think me

Is it normal?

There are moments where I wanna posses him

And there are moments where I just wanna like him

I wonder why people can say “I love you” easily

Whereas me?

Saying ‘I love U’?

Admitting even to myself that I’m falling in love is so difficult

Eh, wait a minute!

Is it able to be said ‘love’?

I dunno

There’s always a sound which presses my mind that I’m not fallin’ in love

But then, there’s always a sound which murmurs in my ears and says ‘Look at him! You like him!’

I think, actually I don’t want this feeling

But, more and more I try to kill it, it becomes more stronger

I really can’t

It’s too strong, too has full commands on me

Should I give up?

One more

Is there anyone which able to answer this question:

Why can I find him easily even we’re on the middle of crowds?


the First

Formerly, when everything went normally

Nothing wrong with this feeling

Now, when everything becomes so different

There’s something which is really a big mistake that must be changed

But why is it so difficult to be changed?

I don’t know, he looks so different now

And unfortunately, it makes me to enlarge my mistake

I admitted he’s so wonderful

I admitted he’s so …

Ah, I don’t know anymore

Dunno, it’s very difficult to admit that he’s so different now

And it’s very difficult to admit that I am formerly ‘till now … ‘like him’ …

The eyes

The most frightening thing

Signed something got in the deepest heart by each creatures

I’m afraid seeing his eyes

I’m afraid seeing his face

I’m afraid facing him

I’m afraid meeting him

But, there’s a feeling which oppresses if I don’t meet him

There’s something which wants disturbing out if I don’t see him although from far distances

Sometimes I feel that God’s unfair

Why was I not given a bravery to see him from near?

Why was I not given a power to see his eyes, pierced and dived its deepness

To be able to feel how his feeling’s to me in real

Dunno why, I feel I’m so stupid

I know that he doesn’t have the same feeling with me

I know that

I know he does

I’m confused too

I’m confused why I can be like this?

Why I can like him without expecting anything?

How if eventually I really ‘like’ him?

God, I really hope I can forget him at all

Minggu, 03 Mei 2009

We are The Champions

.Hei. Hei. Hei.
.Kemarin adalah hari yang indah.
.Tahu nggak sih?
.Pada tanggal 4 April 2009 di PS One SMABoy nyabet 5 penghargaan lagi. Loh.
.Gimana?
.Keren. Kan.
.Penghargaan-penghargaan itu adalah:
. Juara 2 buat band.
.Juara 3 buat dance.
.Penghargaan kreativitas dan mading 2d terbaik.
.Juara Umum buat SMABoy.
.Hurray!
.I love SMABoy!.
.I love Mr. (piip).
.It was an unforgettable memory.
.Huft.
.Akhir'na jadilah seboah blog dari Anggi.
.Adoh. Koisi apa. Eaa?
.Jadii bingong.
.Kasih tao. Nggagh. Ya?